escapism

Eric oppa!!! *shriekkkk*

Just wanna sit back and do k-drama marathon like no one cares. -.-

 

#np : infinite - back

My life...

#np: Sembunyi Rahsia - Asmidar

I'm homeeeeeee!!!!! Lama betul aku tak mengarang dalam ni. Last sekali entry aku bulan Jun, tu pun post gambar je. Hmmm. Nampak benor malasnya tu. Tak tak. Bukan malas, tapi kekeringan idea je. penat aku tunggu idea datang nak menulis, tapi haram jadah dia x datang. Sama macam aku duk tunggu semangat rajin aku masa study dulu. Hahaha. Rindu pulak nak sambung study balik. Ah, nanti la. Belum ada semangat lagi. Hari tu punya frust menonggeng pun tak baik lagi. Hahaha. Dah dah. Mengarut je lebih ni.

Hari ni aku rajin nak update blog. Ni pasal terpengaruh dengan Nurulism's blog. Pagi-pagi dah terjah blog orang, terus semangat nak tulis blog tu datang. Padahal semalam pun aku mengarut gak tulis kat my personal blog. Iye. Aku ada 2 blog. Bajet retis sangat la tu sebab ingat semua nak baca tulisan dia. Tak tak. Ini untuk kepuasan hati aku jugak. Rasa hati yang susah nak diterjemah kat sini, aku karang kat blog lagi satu. Biar puas. Sebab aku bukan orang yang senang-senang nak luahkan kat orang. Iya, aku tau, luahkan kat Allah. Tapi blog ni pun satu medium gak untuk aku luahkan perasaan aku. Iye idok? Suka hati aku la. Hahaha. Mengarut dah buat kali kedua... T_T

Okay. Nak tahu kehidupan aku sekarang? Same all, same all. Xde yang menariknya. Hari bekerja: Bangun pagi, masak, pergi kerja, balik kerja, online sambil download cerita, tengok cerita dan tidur. Hari cuti: Bangun, selesaikan kerja rumah, online sambil download cerita, tengok cerita, tidur. Rutin yang sama setiap hari. Kenapa aku tak sebut hari hujung minggu, tapi aku sebut hari cuti? Hari hujung minggu aku takkan sama dengan hari hujung minggu korang. Hari hujung minggu aku memang selalunya kerja. Sedih dan sadis betul. Dah macam pekerja bangla je pegi kerja pagi balik kerja malam. Cuma aku tinggi sikit la dari pekerja bangla sebab aku duk kat dalam air cond. Hehehehehe. Kadang kala letih, penat jugak hadapi rutin ni hari-hari, tapi nak buat macam mana. Demi mencari sesuap nasi or dalam konteks aku, demi mencari duit untuk shopping, aku gagahi juaaa.... Mungkin ini yang terbaik untuk aku. Redha dan tawakal Fiqa. Ada orang hidup lagi teruk dari yang ni. Aku okay je kerja ni. Cuma masa cuti tu la. Lebih-lebih lagi masa mak bapak aku balik kampung. Sadis sebab tak dapat jumpa dorang 2 hari dan sedih bila balik je, rumah senyap sunyi. Haish. Beratus-ratus kali kena tinggal pun aku tetap sedih lagi. Sebab aku benci kena tinggal. *sigh*

Dengan ini, sampai sudah writer's block aku. Maka aku ingin mengundur diri lebih dahulu sebelum diundurkan. Hahaha. Doakan aku supaya rajin update blog ni. Akhir kata, xoxo. =)

Dear heart...

Stumbled down, fight back and arise

 *sumber - aku islam fb*

Strength to carry on

"Sometimes, when someone send the word 'I miss you' doesn't mean that it was send randomly. It may means that the person wanna lend some strength from others to get through the life ahead"

Dari Dapur Fisya: Kari Ikan Sardin

#BGM: Taxi - DB5K

Disebabkan aku sekarang ni sedang menganggur dan menjadi suri rumah sepenuh masa, maka, aku mula la belajar resepi-resepi baru. Ye la, family aku pesen nak makan kat rumah, so, memang kena la masak hari-hari. Kaalu tak masak, boleh merajuk ayah aku. Huhu.

Maka, hari ni aku nak kongsi satu resepi. Tak tahu la kalau korang dah expert dah dengan resepi ni, tapi tak kira, aku still nak kongsi gak resepi ni. Resepi ni namanya, Kari ikan sardin. Mak aku la yang suggest suruh buat lauk ni, maka, aku pun cubalah. Resepi ni aku jumpa lepas Google dan juga carik kat dalam buku resepi. Apa lagi, jom la kita cuba.

Bahan-bahan:
4 biji bawang merah (ditumbuk)
2 ulas bawang putih (ditumbuk)
1 inci halia (ditumbuk)
1 tsp halba

3 tbsp serbuk kari ikan (dibancuh dengan sedikit air dan 3 sudu makan cili giling)
6 ketul ikan sardin (Aku guna Cap Ayam. Sedap. :-p)
3/4 cawan santan kotak; campurkan dengan sedikit air (Macam biasa la, kat rumah aku ni memang guna santan kotak. Kalau nak guna santan original pun lagi ok.)
3/4 tbsp asam jawa (Aku guna Asam Jawa Extra. Nanti tambah sikit asam jawa ni dengan air bagi sebati)
Minyak masak
Garam secukup rasa
Hiasan : 2 biji tomato / 3 biji bendi / 1 ketul kentang - Potong 4 (Kali ni aku guna kentang sebab tu je yang ada kat rumah buat masa tu. Hehe)

*tsp = sudu teh; tbsp = sudu makan*

Cara-cara:
1. Panaskan minyak dan tumiskan bawang merah, bawang putih, halia dan halba sehingga naik bau.
2. Kemudian, masukkan  campuran serbuk kari dan cili giling yang telah dibancuh dan juga sos cili dari sardin kacau sehingga garing dan pecah minyak.
3. Masukkan air asam jawa dan santan kotak dan biarkan mendidih.
4. Masukkan barang hiasan (bendi/kentang; kalau nak letak tomato, letak tomato lepas letak ikan supaya tomato tak hancur cepat). Biarkan barang hiasan lembut. Kemudian, masukkan ikan sardin dan biarkan masak dan mendidih.
5. Apabila mendidih, masukkan garam secukup rasa dan tambahkan air supaya kuah santan tu tak terlalu pekat. Biarkan mendidih sekali lagi.
6. Tutupkan api setelah kuah mendidih sekali lagi. Sedia untuk dihidang.

Taraaa. Ni la hasilnya. Saki baki terakhir yang sempat aku tangkap. ^.^

Senang je resepi dia. Ni la kali pertama aku masak lauk kari. Dulu, aku kemain takut nak masak lauk bersantan ni. Ye la, aku tak reti nak sukat santan banyak mana. Tapi, entah la, tiba-tiba je terasa nak masak semua ni. Alhamdulillah. Satu pencapaian yang bagus. Mak dengan adik pun kata lauk ni sedap. Tapi tak leh buat selalu la ye, makanan ni tinggi lemak, kolesterol dan garam. Kang tak pasal-pasal, kena sakit jantung, darah tinggi semua. Tapi boleh je kalau nak buat, sebulan sekali la. Buat masa boring-boring dah tak tahu nak makan apa. Huhu.

Okay, tu je la yang aku nak kongsi untuk hari ni. Almaklum la, kehidupan aku buat masa ni, masih sama dan tak ada yang menarik untuk diceritakan di sini. Buat masa ni, nak kongi resepi je. Akhir kata, selamat mencuba dan tunggu entri untuk resepi lain pulak ye. =)


p/s : Ada seorang yang aku sayang bagitahu aku yang cara dia nak hilang rindu dengan aku dengan baca blog ni. Thank you darling. You know who you are. BTW, I miss you. Cepat balik Malaysia ye. =) Missing you badly.

Courage

2 major heartbreak within a month. Moga Allah memberi ketabahan buatku. 

p/s : Terima kasih sekali lagi Ya Allah. Kau menguji aku, namun kau hadirkan orang-orang untuk menenangkan aku, untuk mengingatkan aku tentangMu Ya Allah dan jua tentang Qada dan Qadar Mu. Moga Kau redhakan dan lindungilah sahabat-sahabat dan orang-orang yang aku sayang dan limpahilah mereka dengan nikmatMu Ya Allah. 

** Redha Allah ada pada redha ibu bapa. Jikalau kamu ingin mencapai redha Illahi, carilah redha dan restu ibu bapa.

Loveletter from Allah:

Dan bersabarlah dalam menunggu ketetapan Tuhanmu, maka sesungguhnya kamu berada dalam penglihatan Kami (52:48)

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan, 'kami telah beriman', sedangkan mereka belum diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang yang dusta". (Al Ankabut: 2-3)

Allah telah menetapkan rezeki untukmu dan tidak mungkin ada orang lain mampu merampasnya. Dengan itu hatimu menjadi tenang. -Ahmad Fetri; Twitter, 2013-

Hanya di Malaysia

#BGM : Shadow - Beast



Dush sebijik kena kat hati. Haha. Just soooo meeeee. Aku memang suka bab-bab bergambar ni.Yang paling terasa time CNN cam dan tweet first, and then eat. hahaha. Typical Malaysian. Tapi aku rasa bukan Malaysian je yang selalu buat benda ni. Satu dunia buat kot. Selagi ada application and social media macam facebook, twitter and instagram bagai, memang manusia akan buat camtu kot. Semua benda nak report dalam social media, termasuklah aku. Inilah dunia tanpa sempadan. Satu je nak kena ingat, sila la post benda-benda yang akan membawa kebaikan. *note to myself too*

p/s : Pasni, kalau nak tangkap gambar boleh guna camwhore theory. Tak yah la nak risau xtau dah nak buat gaya apa. hik hik.

 

Begini caranya gwiyomi camwhoring. ^.^ *credit to jinnyboytv*

Random

#BGM : Tentang dirimu - Roman

Nak tahu macam mana nak elakkan pedih mata bila nak kupas kulit bawang? Ni penyelesaiannya.

AHAHAHA. Sangat cerdik. Siap ada penutup hidung lagi.

p/s: Ni la kerja aku bila kelaparan di siang hari. *kredit dekat drama I Hear Your Voice.*

Change

#bgm: Hyuna - Change

Taraaa. Setelah 4 tahun bertungkus lumus nak jadi dietitian wannabe, akhirnya berjaya gak menamatkan misi ni. So, aku rasa profile kat blog ni kena tukar dari dietitian wannabe kepada unofficially dietitian. Ye la, tak grad lagi, tak leh la nak sewenang-wenangnya nak jadi official dietitian, kan? Maka, inilah hasilnya:

Dulu:

Sekarang:

Itu je nak cerita. Daa

p/s: saja je nak buat entri ni. memang entri ni tak de motif. ni gara-gara idea tengah mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum ni. lagipun, nak tebus balik entri-entri yang lama dah tak karang. hehehe.

hilang arah

"Ya Allah, Jika suatu saat aku kehilangan harapan dan tujuanku, Berilah aku keyakinan bahawa takdirmu adalah lebih baik daripada apa yang aku inginkan dan impikan. Kau damaikan hatiku untuk menerima takdirmu kerana aku yakin dan percaya perancangan Mu yang terbaik dan Terindah untuk diriku."

Just ask

Dear friend,

Don't underestimate people by looking at their life. Nobody's life is perfect. People can look cheerful and happy outside but who know's that they are battling with their thought and feeling inside. And they need help and shoulder to carry on. Take a closer look to your friend especially the close ones. Be there with them during shine or rain. Sometimes, they don't know how to ask for help and let the problem eat themselves. That's why friends are needed as a supporter. A friend is the best when they can feel their friend's pain. Reminded them that every cloud has their silver lining and All won't burden us with more than we manage. I know that they will be grateful if you do that.

p/s: I hope it's not too late to say Salam Ramadhan. Utilize this Ramadhan well to make us become better Muslim. :)

The facts of life.

The Earth is round and small. That is why we keep crossing each others' life, right? Or is it fated?

if only there will be a guy that will proposed me similar like this...

I nearly cry watching this video. *like I'm the one who getting proposed* She is so lucky getting something in her wish list as the proposal. And this is such a sweet proposal. So, to my dear Mr. Soulmate, can you proposed me just like that, or even better. *that's my wish* 

p/s : I'm such a hopeless romantic, I know

Thanks.

Living like a lie

... like living in a double life, or maybe many lives.

p/s : accomplish 1 paragraph of assignment instead of 3 pages of essay . well done. *sacarsm*


mode : white coffee, insomnia and nightmare - panda eyes, lethargic.

blame on the caffeine

Everyone one seems to have a nickname for their other half. Should I also think a name that suit him? How about ..............................


Naah, I won't tell you. Wanna save the best for last. *thinking about the future* random talking actually

#nowplaying : rolling in the deep - glee cast.

the scars of your love, remind me of us

they keep me thinking, we almost had it all

  

hopeless romantic

Define hopeless romantic.

1. This person is in love with love.They believe in fairy tales and love.They're not to be confused as stalkers or creepy because that's not what a hopeless romantic is. All hopeless romantics are idealists,the sentimental dreamers,the imaginative and the fanciful when you get to know them.They often live with rose colored glasses on.They make lovelook like an art form with all the romantic things they do for their special someone.

2. Hopeless Romantics are NOT Hopeless per-say, but very true, caring, and loving people. They are "NOT MADE FOR TODAYS STANDARDS", sadly. They believe in passion, chivalry, and true love. They have loved sincerely at one point in their life, discovered what love feels like, and can't understand why it was not returned in the same form. Hopeless Romantics are usually dreamers, idealists, and sincere, however what they expect in any relationship is a full return for their effort and caring, to be loved as much as they loved. What makes them "Hopeless" is the fact that they are few and far between in todays daily life, and usually get let down in the long run, even though they gave all they had to give, money, love, time, housing, belongings. Hopeless Romantics give 100% ALL the time, and hope for the same in return.

3. A person who daydreams about romantic occasions and dreams of chances where he/she will be able to perform a romantic act to their love, yet never gets the chance to.

4. Someone that thinks of love passionately. A hopeless romantic is someone who seeks an opportunity to share a piece of his/her's heart.

 http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=hopeless%20romantic

I'm defining myself. I'm true hopeless romantic. That is why this blog is full of hopeless romantic stuff.  *big smile*  But there are nothing wrong for being hopeless romantic, right? Just need to know the limitation of it.   

random doodle.

I just can't find myself

when I was drown into your love

You seems didn't know 

how my heart has fallen for you 

I'm starting losing my sanity

Hoping you will love me back 

or just to know I'm alive, that's enough 

My heart is hurting when you don't know me 

not even my name 

Why I just can't forget you 

just like you do mine 

It seems like remembering you is so much easier than to get rid of you in my life

But, when I start remembering you, my heart aches

It hurts even more when I want to forget you 

I just don't know what to do.. 

I know times will heals everything 

But, years after years, why the pain won't go away? 

It's torn deeper and deeper 

until I can't reach the surface 

Thus, how can I heal it? 

How much time do I need? 

5 years? 10 years? or maybe for the rest of my life? 

Frankly, deep inside my heart, I hope he is the one

Cause I'm damn tired convincing myself that he isn't

letter to chair

Dear Chair,

            In the beginning, you entertained us with a friendship fueled by a mutual love for schemes and takedowns. Then, a certain champagne-doused evening, with a striptease at Chuck’s burlesque club, led to hot virginity-losing limo sex. Not even Blair’s attempt at confession could put the fire out that sparked between you two that night (twice, if I recall correctly.) Since then it’s been magnetic, electrifying, bewitching, tantalizing, scintillating and whatever other adjective you want to throw my way.

            I’m not going to lie and say these past few years have been the smoothest ride, but then again nobody ever said a great love was easy. They just said it was worth it. So what if it took you guys a few years to say those three words? What was that Chuck said during his best man speech at the end of season one? Oh yes, the importance of perseverance.

            I can’t give you up, because you two can’t give each other up. Chuck, I blubbered like a baby when you showed up at Blair’s, crying after your father’s funeral and she held your hand all through the night. When you wanted to lose yourself around the world or jump off of a building, who saved you? Blair. Against everything in her being, Blair met you at that Paris train station to stop you from running away. That was a beautiful scene.

            Blair, you two may have not been together when you didn’t get into Yale, but Chuck knew he couldn’t let you spiral with scum like Carter Baizen. He applied to Columbia without you knowing. He reminded you when you were floundering at NYU that he wasn’t Chuck Bass without Blair Waldorf. Then, there was that time he took a bullet to protect the ring he hoped to give to you one day.

            This week's ending scene - with Chuck’s overdue apology - probably sealed the deal for me. Blair, you want to love Louis, but love isn’t something that can be forced. Chuck, your apology might be too little too late, but it shows you’re growing into a better man.

            You were both too immature, conniving, and narcissistic to be together in the past. That’s why it didn’t work. But I, like so many of your viewers, know that you two are end game. So Chuck, could you please go retrieve that gorgeous Harry Winston rock and save Blair from the dullest Prince there ever was? Let’s get this show on the road kids. As Blair herself said at the end of season four: “The great loves are the crazy ones.” And you two are certifiably, undeniably and perfectly crazy... for each other.

Sincerely,

Chair fans everywhere

excrept from : http://www.tvfanatic.com/

mode : still gg fangirling

p/s : need to watch gg ep 6 a.s.a.p.