It's true.

I can't drink white coffee anymore. Why? Because I'll have nightmare at night. Argh. I don't know the scientific reason, but I did have nightmare during night after I drink a cup of white coffee. *Based on the experiment I done 2-3 week before* Quite sad, right?

Sorry Old Town, I can't be your customer anymore.. T-T

How about you'll? What make you having nightmares?

if only there will be a guy that will proposed me similar like this...

I nearly cry watching this video. *like I'm the one who getting proposed* She is so lucky getting something in her wish list as the proposal. And this is such a sweet proposal. So, to my dear Mr. Soulmate, can you proposed me just like that, or even better. *that's my wish* 

p/s : I'm such a hopeless romantic, I know

Thanks.

There must be a silver lining in every cloud

Allah tidak akan membebankan seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.

(Surah Al-Baqarah : 286)

Verily, with every difficulty, there's a relief.

(Surah Al-Insyirah : 3-4)

Don't be sad when difficulties and sadness strikes us, because that shows Allah's love upon us. He want us to stay closer to Him. And not to forget, every cloud has its silver lining, just wait for it. It's only the matter of time. Just be patient.

p/s : I know that patient is easy to say than to be done. It takes a lot of courage to do so. But, the wound will heal itself from time to time. All I want to say and do is, be patient. Allah's know best what is happening on us.

p.p/s : To all people who had encounter some of difficulties lately, hold on. Pray to Allah for the strength to handle the difficulties. You can do it because Allah will never treat us with something that we can't handle. Gambatene!!

Living like a lie

... like living in a double life, or maybe many lives.

p/s : accomplish 1 paragraph of assignment instead of 3 pages of essay . well done. *sacarsm*


mode : white coffee, insomnia and nightmare - panda eyes, lethargic.

blame on the caffeine

Everyone one seems to have a nickname for their other half. Should I also think a name that suit him? How about ..............................


Naah, I won't tell you. Wanna save the best for last. *thinking about the future* random talking actually

#nowplaying : rolling in the deep - glee cast.

the scars of your love, remind me of us

they keep me thinking, we almost had it all

  

hopeless romantic

Define hopeless romantic.

1. This person is in love with love.They believe in fairy tales and love.They're not to be confused as stalkers or creepy because that's not what a hopeless romantic is. All hopeless romantics are idealists,the sentimental dreamers,the imaginative and the fanciful when you get to know them.They often live with rose colored glasses on.They make lovelook like an art form with all the romantic things they do for their special someone.

2. Hopeless Romantics are NOT Hopeless per-say, but very true, caring, and loving people. They are "NOT MADE FOR TODAYS STANDARDS", sadly. They believe in passion, chivalry, and true love. They have loved sincerely at one point in their life, discovered what love feels like, and can't understand why it was not returned in the same form. Hopeless Romantics are usually dreamers, idealists, and sincere, however what they expect in any relationship is a full return for their effort and caring, to be loved as much as they loved. What makes them "Hopeless" is the fact that they are few and far between in todays daily life, and usually get let down in the long run, even though they gave all they had to give, money, love, time, housing, belongings. Hopeless Romantics give 100% ALL the time, and hope for the same in return.

3. A person who daydreams about romantic occasions and dreams of chances where he/she will be able to perform a romantic act to their love, yet never gets the chance to.

4. Someone that thinks of love passionately. A hopeless romantic is someone who seeks an opportunity to share a piece of his/her's heart.

 http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=hopeless%20romantic

I'm defining myself. I'm true hopeless romantic. That is why this blog is full of hopeless romantic stuff.  *big smile*  But there are nothing wrong for being hopeless romantic, right? Just need to know the limitation of it.   

random doodle.

I just can't find myself

when I was drown into your love

You seems didn't know 

how my heart has fallen for you 

I'm starting losing my sanity

Hoping you will love me back 

or just to know I'm alive, that's enough 

My heart is hurting when you don't know me 

not even my name 

Why I just can't forget you 

just like you do mine 

It seems like remembering you is so much easier than to get rid of you in my life

But, when I start remembering you, my heart aches

It hurts even more when I want to forget you 

I just don't know what to do.. 

I know times will heals everything 

But, years after years, why the pain won't go away? 

It's torn deeper and deeper 

until I can't reach the surface 

Thus, how can I heal it? 

How much time do I need? 

5 years? 10 years? or maybe for the rest of my life? 

Frankly, deep inside my heart, I hope he is the one

Cause I'm damn tired convincing myself that he isn't

alter ego talking

grief mode

God is fair. He takes away what you don't need & gives you what you really need. Don't forget that.

p/s : Something terrible happen to my home. Need to accept the truth with full heart

a penny of thought

Love at first sight. What do you think about that?

Some of people didn’t believe of love at first sight because first impression is sometime deceiving. Only when we get to know him or her, then we can consider falling in love or not. Sometimes, looking a thousand times still cannot make us fall in love with him or her.

For me, sometime love at first sight does happen in life. The moment people meet each other for the first time and the time seems to stop, there is where love at first sight happen. *okay, maybe it doesn’t occur like that, or maybe it does. Who knew?* Or maybe when our eyes catch his or her glimpse and since that our love life aren’t be the same, that’s where love at first sight happen. What do you think?

p/s : Thanks to Najah Hayatina for trigger the idea. You are the best! 

mode : drama series addicted and too much caffeine.

- the pierces : secret -

letter to chair

Dear Chair,

            In the beginning, you entertained us with a friendship fueled by a mutual love for schemes and takedowns. Then, a certain champagne-doused evening, with a striptease at Chuck’s burlesque club, led to hot virginity-losing limo sex. Not even Blair’s attempt at confession could put the fire out that sparked between you two that night (twice, if I recall correctly.) Since then it’s been magnetic, electrifying, bewitching, tantalizing, scintillating and whatever other adjective you want to throw my way.

            I’m not going to lie and say these past few years have been the smoothest ride, but then again nobody ever said a great love was easy. They just said it was worth it. So what if it took you guys a few years to say those three words? What was that Chuck said during his best man speech at the end of season one? Oh yes, the importance of perseverance.

            I can’t give you up, because you two can’t give each other up. Chuck, I blubbered like a baby when you showed up at Blair’s, crying after your father’s funeral and she held your hand all through the night. When you wanted to lose yourself around the world or jump off of a building, who saved you? Blair. Against everything in her being, Blair met you at that Paris train station to stop you from running away. That was a beautiful scene.

            Blair, you two may have not been together when you didn’t get into Yale, but Chuck knew he couldn’t let you spiral with scum like Carter Baizen. He applied to Columbia without you knowing. He reminded you when you were floundering at NYU that he wasn’t Chuck Bass without Blair Waldorf. Then, there was that time he took a bullet to protect the ring he hoped to give to you one day.

            This week's ending scene - with Chuck’s overdue apology - probably sealed the deal for me. Blair, you want to love Louis, but love isn’t something that can be forced. Chuck, your apology might be too little too late, but it shows you’re growing into a better man.

            You were both too immature, conniving, and narcissistic to be together in the past. That’s why it didn’t work. But I, like so many of your viewers, know that you two are end game. So Chuck, could you please go retrieve that gorgeous Harry Winston rock and save Blair from the dullest Prince there ever was? Let’s get this show on the road kids. As Blair herself said at the end of season four: “The great loves are the crazy ones.” And you two are certifiably, undeniably and perfectly crazy... for each other.

Sincerely,

Chair fans everywhere

excrept from : http://www.tvfanatic.com/

mode : still gg fangirling

p/s : need to watch gg ep 6 a.s.a.p. 

ombak rindu

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku

Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku

Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka

Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku

Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku

Agar dia tidak kesepian

Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mata ku

Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku

Agar dia tahu ku terseksa

Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu berserah

Moga cahaya tiba nanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku…

p/s : Fall in love with this song at the moment I listen to this. Can't wait to see the movie.

p.p/s : I want to post everything this entire week. Coz I know I won't have the chance to blog when I arrive to my campus. Thanks to you, UIA's wifi. Hurm.

my new love interest

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Tadaaa...

Greek casts

Meet Cappie and Casey from Greek.

They are my new interest 

*Other than Chuck and Blair.*

They are so in love with each other no matter what.

 And Casey able to change Cappie to a better person.  

*See, love can change people to the better.*

No matter what, I cheer for this couple.

May their love remain together.

Yey!

The Princess and Her Prince Charming

mode : fangirling moment.

p/s : The final episode. How I love the way Cappie describe why should he graduate. Plus, I never thought that Cappie stands for Captain John Paul Jones. *lol*

wordless thursday.

my dear bestie

You are such a great friend.

I'm glad that I found you.

We are so different, but yet, still become best friend.

I love the moment where we sit together and share our story.

And not to forget, hanging out together.

Kinda miss those moment.

Sorry because can't spend more time with you.

But, I still miss you no matter how far I go.

Lastly,

I hope it is not to late to say :

Happy 22nd Birthday!

Have a wonderful birthday with your beloved ones.
I wish I was there with you.
*xpe2. nanti kita jmpa ek*
Hope our friendship will remain together forever.
Miss you my darl.

P/s : Sorry for procrastinate this entry. it suppose to accomplish few days ago but I'm in writer's block. 

momento's

Yesterday, I've been to my brother's school, KUSESS for Solat Hajat. I'm lucky because I'd given chances to have my dinner there. Automaticaly, I remember moments when I'm in Terendak. Eating 'Nasi Kawah', been lining up to get my foods. Go to prep and sometimes sleeping during the entire prep and may more memories that can't be describe. What I missing when I'm in school is that, i miss hanging around with my friends. I think I'm growing up and learn the facts of life during boarding school time. All the joys and sad that coming thourgh my mind when I started thinking about school's moment. The truth is, I miss my terandak's moment. No one can't replace those moment anymore. Aghh, how I miss those moment....

p/s : To all the primary and secondary students, live your moment. Don't ever complain and hate that life. Because, someday, you will reminisce all those moment no matter how hard it'd be.

Some of the unforgettable moments. Argh, I look like a nerd without spec. hehe. And those 'muncung tudung'. That's so 90's. *ingatkan trendy giler waktu tu.*

my homeroom.

Chuckie & Monkey

It's really breaking my heart seeing my Chuckie become like this. It really shows how much he loves Blair and he's heartbroken because of her. Now I see my Chuckie become more matured and I hope it will stay that way forever. He's a nice guy, I know he is.

p/s : Monkey (Chuck's doggie) is so lucky to be by Chuck's side.

*gossipgirl mode

#nowplaying : let it go

new hobby

I just got a brand new hobby. Instead of reading all the soapy novel, I should try to create one. Thanks to all my gg cliques, we decided to make a blog and post all our creation. Come and take a look. Hope you guys like it.


p/s : I use principessasya for my nickname. Please, give comments on how to improve it.


mode : sick. having sore thoat.poor me.

word for today.

Gossip Girl: This just in. Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf happily never after. They say parting is such sweet sorrow, but wouldn't it be nice if just once it didn't have to be?

#gossipgirl season 4 episode 22 : The Wrong Goodbye

mode : getting ready for presentation this evening. Wish me luck! 

#GossipGirl fanatic fever!!

Condition of My Heart

from when the seperating you told me you wanted, 

much time has gone by that day

when you came around asking, 

i told you i was okay over the phone 

erasing memories is so hard

How i cried, that night you left me

the world with you, i don't have it, but i want it

like this it's left, the parting, collapsing, 

please don't throw me away

freeing me...

You underestimate the condition of my heart. 

when you were everything in my life, 

i could give you all the love 

{until eternity) 

i thought you'd come to my side until eternity

but now that can't happen, you know that

leaving me all alone...

How i cried, that night you left me

the world with you, i don't have it, but i want it

like this it's left, the parting, collapsing, 

please don't throw me away

freeing me...

You underestimate the condition of my heart. 

all the things you wanted to tell me, 

opening up that moment in front of me

the seperation was predictable (i don't wanna cry again)

even if changed my mind, the thing you forgot, 

its alreayd too late, the day that already past, 

getting farther away 

even if you wanted me 

when i cried, that night you left me

the world with you, i don't have it, but i want it

like this it's left, the parting, collapsing, 

please don't throw me away

freeing me...

You underestimate the condition of my heart.

p/s : One of my favourite. I can feel the emotion. Every time I listen this, I feel I wanna cry too.

randomness

Please keep reminding me that it is over.

my raya 2011 2.0

I hope it is not too late to resume from what I'd left behind. So, on the third Raya, I, my siblings and cousins decided to hang out at Melaka Town. I know, we should be visiting other relatives, but this the only time we can spend together. We did enjoy ourselves starting watching movie, The Smurf (This movie makes me so excited even after I walked out the cinema) until the end. No need to mention all, just help yourself look all the pictures.

p/s : I don't know why recently I had trouble in expressing myself in words literally and figuratively. Hurm~

mode: assignment mode and still struggling to finish the assignment. Thanks writer's block. You really made my day. Argh!

quote for today

Allah menguji manusia apabila ingin menganugerahkannya yang lebih baik.

- fisya zulkefli - 

Quote for today

When someone else doesn't care as much about your friendship as you do, don't cry, it makes you realize who your real friends are. 

-Twitter-

p/s : This quote is not referring to anyone. Oktnxbye.

p.p/s : My weekend fills with Cuti-cuti Malaysia time. Hooyah!

winner.

OMG.OMG.OMG. I finally won a contest. Thanks to Jom Lomba Baca for choosing me as the winner, on my birthday. It is the first time I won an online contest. I will try harder to update my book review. Amin~

p/s : I didn't realize that I win the contest until Kak Wan sent a message on this blog. Thank God. I just found my happiness after a moment depressed on my personal problem. Alhamdulillah. There are silver lining in every cloud. I just found one. ^^ Finally, my effort and money just worth it. *big smile*

stress out

Stress out. My bank card got problem and can't be settled as soon as possible. I'd been going back forth to settle this issue but never succeed. Arghh. The account is so 90's so they need to reset back my information into the latest ones. Oh well, I'm already 21, many things are needed to be updated. Hurm.

But, what I'm happy in spite of that, I finally managed to park my car beautifully in the parking space. And I managed to parked backward. Hooyah! Maybe I can't be stress or pressured while I'm driving nor parked the car.

Because I'm so stressed out, I decided to go to the shopping mall nearby. [It's only Giant, but who cares?] I think I want to release my regret by window shopping, but I keep attracted to buy stuff. Moreover, the bookstore is having sale for Hari Raya. 20% discount for each novel. How can I not attracted to it. After a few moment fighting among myself, I decided not to buy it. Why? Because there are 4 novels in my room that needed to be read. *But, I'm thinking to buy it when I go to buy my groceries. Haha. slapface *

Finally, I'm home with a bag of hair accessories and a slice of Tiramisu cake. *Don't blame me to buy all that stuff because I'd lose my hair clip and for the cake, I promise that I will buy Tiramisu before I go back Kuantan*. So, people, Happy Friday!

popia

What Is It?

Popia is a type of chinese spring roll with a very flat and thin surface, and round in shape. It's tasteless unless you stuffed it with ingredients on your choice, turning it into a delicious spring roll.The most popular fillings are like yam bean, salad, bean sprouts, carrots, etc. It used to be a Chinese favorite. But now, even the Malays are trying their ways to make the food in their own style. There is just no right or wrong method in making a tasty food in Malaysia sometimes. All races live in harmony and it's evidenced on the food.The nyonya version of Popia is special, which the filling consists of meat (prawns, crab meat), soya bean cake (taukua), eggs, shallots, chillies, garlic, etc. Not matter how you make it, as long as the fillings is right for your own taste, you may enjoy Popia filled with tuna !!
Popia can be served fresh (not fried), or you can deep fry it to get a crispy spring roll.

credit to facinatingmalaysia

How to Make It?

Bahan-bahan :

Inti

Ditumbuk:

2 biji bawang merah

1 biji bawang putih

50g udang kering 

Dihiris panjang-panjang :

100g of sengkuang

100g of lobak merah / carrot

100g of timun

1 biji Telur

Garam secukup rasa

Minyak masak

Kulit popia

Tepung gandum + air - sebagai gam

Cara-cara :

1. Panaskan minyak di atas kuali. Apabila minyak sudah panas, masukkan bahan-bahan yang telah ditumbuk tadi. Goreng sampai garing.
2. Selepas itu, masukkan telur. Goreng sampai garing dan hancurkan telur itu.
3. Kemudian, masukkan sayur-sayuran yang telah dihiris tadi. Tambah garam secukup rasa. Masak sehingga sayur-sayuran tersebut layu. Inti siap.
4. Kemudian, ambil kulit popia dan letak sedikit daripada inti yang telah dibuat tadi di atas kulit popia tersebut. Selepas itu, gulung kulit popia itu. Jangan lupa untuk gam kulit popia tersebut. Kalau tidak, kulit popia akan terbuka bila masak. Selesai.
[Kulit popia jangan dibiarkan terdedah kepada suhu bilik. Nanti kulit popia tersebut akan kering dan susah utntuk dilipat.]
5. Popia kemudiannya digoreng sehingga garing. Siap. sedia untuk dihidang.

6. Lebih sedap dihidang bersama sos cili.

Popia yang berlum digoreng 

Selamat Mencuba!

my raya 2011 - photo edition

Last day of Ramadhan : Home Made Ketupat 

[Credit to my mum, my aunt and my cousins. Me? I'm failed in this test. huhu]

Day 1 of Aidilfitri : Cam Whore

Location : My Granny's House - Traditional Malay House, Alor Gajah, Melaka

People include : My Lovely Siblings & Cousins 

[Yan, Faris, Farisha, Nazirah, Nurin, Fahmi, Zarif, Nazrul, Siti-Dayah, Kak Dila, FISYA]

Part One

Part Two - plus my Lovely Granny (the purple one)

Day 2 : Kenduri - Gotong Royong