Monday, August 23, 2010

solat..

During this fasting month, I become more n more energetic throughout the day...can talk non stop n still maintain my energy..dunno why?but now i realize that solat gives us many benefits. seriously, now i feel the power of solat, which is it can rejuvenate my body and boosters some energy..Subhanallah..

Because of dat, i've searched some relatec issues on the power of solat.then, i found an article about a person and the power of solat..take some look..

a. The power of solat ;

b. Muslim prayers have physical benefits: study

Now, i'm grateful to experience all of this stuff..hope this situation wll continue forever..amin~

Saturday, August 21, 2010

random..

yey..gonna go out with my clan (of course it's GG members..who else..)...hana's sis treats us..extra yey..huhuhu..not much 2 story..just finish exam in the morning, n my mind runs insane..how's da exam??disasters..i just making up all the answers for the essay..hope lecturer will accept it..finger cross...hurm..a lot of things to be done actually.. assignment is piled up in my mind...need to remove it a quickly as i can..but, need to take rest now...more story, later..daa~

Thursday, August 19, 2010

.....

i'm totally in stress area...n i totally hate it..why i like wasting my time...lastly, i'm the one who suffer the most...arghh!!!!dunno how to channel this stress...anybody, please help me....

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

s.o.s

HELP....

somebody had stole half of my heart n never give it back...

to Mr Anonymous,

please give back my heart..

i really need for my survival..

if you don't want to give it back, just give half of your heart..

i know you are the suitable donor for me..

only you can cure me...

x.o.x.o,

-principessasya-

Friday, August 13, 2010

ramadhan al mubarak..

hey there..it's raining outside n my eyes couldn't sleep..(couldn't or won't??huhu) it cold n i should sleep by now..because i need to wake up 4 sahur tomorrow..so, what 2 do now..blogging of course..huhu.. okay, after a few moment loitering at others pages, it seems like everybody are posting about ramadhan..but not me..ish2...so, i take this moment to reflect myself about ramadhan..

okay, first of all..
ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan al mubarak..


Seriously, why I didn't feel the eagerness of this Ramadhan??is that a bad thing?i hope not..i try to improve myself from one day to another..maybe later, i will feel the enthusiasm..InsyaAllah..

Today, our DnT Heals was launching a campaign which is called 'The Rise of Islam'..The objective of this campaign is to encourage students to practice the Islamic way in their life..the activities for this campaign are recitation of Al-Quran, performing Dhuha prayer, sadaqah, giving tazkirah. salawat n zikr and also cover your aurah..it's a good campaign you know..but, to implement it..it a little bit harder for me..seriously..okay, i can recite Al-Quran..but, not as clearly and smooth recitation like others..sometimes i feel embarrassed with myself..i'm 20 but not yet recite Al-Quran so well..but, to think about it, mybe this campaign can improved my recitation..only Allah's know best...next, about giving tazkirah...hurm, u know i'm not good in public speaking..in fact, i hate to talk in front of strangers...n i'm so afraid that my name will be enlisted to give tazkirah..what tazkirah should i give to all the people...but, looking at the bright sight, tazkirah is giving advices or as a reminder to each other...there is a proverb which is 'say even only a word'..tgus, we are encourage to say even only one word..mybe that word can change our life and other completely..so, fisya..what u waiting for..find your courage and stand up to give your tazkirah..Only Allah can repay what the good you have done..InsyaAllah..


Well, as we all know..Ramadhan can be a medium for people change from bad to good..Ramadhan can be the starter for doing all the good things and then, continuous to doing it..
For me, insyaAllah, i tried the best that i can to change myself to be a better person..started o do some of the sunat prayers..but, what i'm worried about...my behaviour..it seems like uncontrollable...as they said, our attitude reflects our prayer..oh my..i'm scared..mybe i need to improved my prayer..they said,
'when your prayer is complete, you may find calmness in life'
So, Fisya..let us together find the calmness that Allah has promises to us...Gambate!!

Conclusion is..no matter you aren't wearing tudung labuh, not from religiious school..but, you still can change yourself..Look at Addin, Trisy and Minn Edina..If they can change themselves from once a skater or rebel person to a much more better person, why can you Fisya?The determination is important...take Ramadhan as a starter for you to change..May Allah bless you...InsyaAllah..

p/s : yey..tomorrow, i'll be back home..mama, i miss you..wait for me okay..love you my dearest mum..

-setanggi syurga-

Thursday, August 12, 2010

4 my birthday - photos edition

in da car..


when we arrived at cherating;
































at night, celebrating my birthday at teluk chempedak;








                                                                                                                                                    x.o.x.o, 

principessasya

~310710~

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

4 my birthday..

It's been a while since i turned 20.. n i still can't believe i'm already 20..it means dat i've been through so much in this life..joy, sad, hurt and etc2..

Thanks 2 my GG friend, i had a blast on my birthday this year..yey..before the day of my birthday, i had post my status on fb, saying dat would anyone celebrate my bithday this year..fortunately, they did..even it is not like what i had expected, but i still grateful..i felt a little bit guilt because of that status..sorry guys, don't mean to..just to keep others alert with my upcoming birthday n i don't wanna expect much from you guys....what a selfish i am..huhu..

Ok..this year, i had my birthday bash at the beach..soo special..yey..eventhough they celebrated my birthday one day after, but who cares..at least they were willing to celebrate for me.. eager to know?okay2..let me tell one one by one..

Early in da morning, i with my GG members (alia, mariam, yun n hana) were going to the cherating by mariam brother's car..thanks to him, we didn't have to spend a lot of money just to rent a car 4 da whole day..the journey were taking about 30 min..i never had those long journey with my best bud n driving ourselves..i'm soo thrilled..as soon as we arrived, all of us quickly changed our clothes to a suitable clothes except me..soo sad..i just thought that we won't gonna enter the beach, so i'm not prepared with the appropriate cloth..poor me..but, whatever..i'm still enter the beach with a pair of jeans, blouse and shawl..haha..so funny..if there is police for the beach, of course they will arrest me 4 not wearing the appropriate clothes at the beach,,haha..we play, we eat and play again until the sun was straight above us..then, after that, we decided to go back..huhu..i love those time...we just enjoy ourselves..no intruders..

In the afternoon, we decided to go to da cinema to watch inception..The story is soo interesting and very intriguing..it's also very complicated..but, i love the story..it different than other sci-fi movie..it's about leonardo dicaprio who invent the system which can manipulate people in their dream..so, he was given a task to change a particular person's mind so that he won't do the thing that he suppose to do..thus, he with his team enteres the person's dream in many stages and levels..owh, it's very complicated to explain..just watch yourself okay..

We finished watching movie almost 6 and a quarter..then, we waited at the mosque till maghrib and after that, moved to teluk chempedak to celebrate my birthday..actually, they tried to suprise me but, their plan backfires because i had seen them buying cake..hahaha..poor them..it's okay, u guys can improved da next time..hahaha..i never celebrate my birthday at BEACH..notice the word dat i highlighted...BEACH..it was soo fun..with the cold breeze of the beach, we ate cake and our dinner in the dimmer light...aren't dat sweet? n they bought me a capucino cake..owh, they really know my taste..but, actually, i prefer tiramisu more..huhu..but, i appreciate their effort..thanks u guys..u guys are the best..love u guys..muah3x..

So, the conclusion is i'm already 20 years old..i plan to be more matured, success in my study, enjoy myself with family n my best bud n also find a man which i willing to give my whole heart into..huhu..n i want to thanks to my GG members - alia, hana, mariam n yun, for throwing a birthday party just for me..next time, i will throw a big birthday party 4 u guys..

Saturday, August 7, 2010

3 idiots...

Just finish watching 3 idiots..interesting story..this movie is not about about people who is idiot and do all kind of idiots’ thingy…not like some kind of mr bean’s character…I hate that kind of movie…this 3 idiot movie is the purpose of studying..well, as we all know, nowadays, the educational system in the world are all based on theory and memorizing…we tend to memorizing all facts written in books and applied it on the exam paper in order to score in exam and get the dean’s list…seriously, for me , I’ve been trained for all my life to keep memorizing and do well in my exam..does I applied what I’ve been studying in my entire life? i even can’t remember what I’ve been learning in the previous semester..what a shame..it seems like my purpose of studying is to score in exam and get a good job…what the moral of the story had been highlighted throughout the movie is..’be self-efficient, then success come after you’…what a cool phrase..so, as a conclusion, I totally like the story..no wonder many people recommended this movie…I’m totally enjoy the movie n I love the ending…suits my taste…how many star would I give for this movie..10 out of 10..huhuhu

p/s: dis is the synopsis of the story..thank you mr wiki..

Farhan Qureshi (R. Madhavan), Raju Rastogi (Sharman Joshi), and Rancchoddas "Rancho" Shyamaldas Chanchad (Aamir Khan) are three engineering students who share a room in a hostel at the Imperial College of Engineering, one of the best colleges in India. While Farhan and Raju are average students from modest backgrounds, Rancho is from a rich family. Farhan wants to become a wildlife photographer, but has joined engineering college to fulfil his father's wish. Raju on the other hand wants to uplift his family fortunes. Rancho is a wealthy genius who studies for the sheer joy of it. However, Rancho's passion is for knowledge and taking apart and building machines rather than the conventional obsession of the other students with exam ranks. With his different approach Rancho incurs the wrath of dean of college, Professor Viru Sahastrabudhhe (ViruS). Rancho irritates his lecturers by giving creative and unorthodox answers
Threatened by Rancho's talent and free spirit, ViruS labels him an "idiot" and attempts on a number of occasions to destroy his friendship with Farhan and Raju, warning them and their parents to steer clear of Rancho. In contrast, ViruS’ model student is Chatur Ramalingam or "Silencer", who sees a high rank at the prestigious college as his ticket to higher social status, corporate power, and therefore wealth. 
Meanwhile, Rancho also falls in love with ViruS' medical student daughter Pia (Kareena Kapoor) when he, Raju and Farhan crash her sister's wedding banquet in order to get a free meal, in the process further infuriating ViruS.
Meanwhile, the three students continue to anger ViruS, although Rancho continues to come first in every exam, while Chatur is always second, and Farhan and Raju are inevitably in the last two positions. The tensions come to a head when the three friends, who are already drunk, break into ViruS's house at night to allow Rancho to propose to Pia, and then urinate on a door inside the compound before running away when ViruS senses intruders. The next day, ViruS threatens to expel Raju lest he talks on the other two. Unable to choose between betraying his friend or letting down his family, Raju jumps out of the 3rd floor window and lands on a courtyard, but after extensive care from Pia and his roommates, awakes from a coma.
The experience has changed Farhan and Raju, and they adopt Rancho's outlook. Farhan decides to pursue his love of photography, while Raju takes an unexpected approach for an interview for a corporate job. 
Rancho comes first and is awarded ViruS's pen, which the professor had been keeping for decades before finding a brilliant enough student to gift it to.
Their story is framed as intermittent flashbacks from the present day, ten years after Chatur vowed revenge on Rancho for embarrassing him at the speech night and promised to become more successful than Rancho a decade later. Having lost contact with Rancho, who disappeared during the graduation party and went into seclusion, Raju and Farhan begin a journey to find him. They are joined by Chatur, now a wealthy and successful businessman, who joins them, brazenly confident that he has surpassed Rancho. Chatur is also looking to seal a deal with a famous scientist and prospective business associate named Phunsukh Wangdu. Chatur sees Wangdu, who has hundreds of patents, as his ticket to further social prestige. When they find Rancho's house, they walk into his father's funeral, and find a completely different Rancho. After accusing the new man of stealing their friend's identity and profiting from his intellect, the householder capitulates and says that their friend was a destitute servant boy who loved learning, while he, the real Rancho, was a lazy wealthy child who disliked study, so the family agreed to let the servant boy study in Rancho's place instead of labouring. In return, the real Rancho would pocket the qualifications and the benefits thereof, while the impersonator would sever all contact with the world and start a new life. The real Rancho reveals that his impersonator is now a schoolteacher in Ladakh.

Raju and Farhan then find Pia, and take her from her wedding day to Suhas by performing the same tricks with his material possessions, and having Raju turn up to the ceremony disguised as the groom and eloping with Pia in public. When they arrive in Ladakh, they see a group of enthusiastic Ladakhi children who are motivated by love of knowledge. Pia and the fake Rancho rekindle their love, while Chatur mocks and abuses Rancho the schoolteacher. He asks Rancho to sign on a DECLARATION OF DEFEAT document. And sees that Rancho is using the pen which ViruS had gifted him. Chatur snatches the pen from Rancho and starts to move back. When Rancho's friends ask what his real name is, he reveals that his real name is Phunsukh Wangdu and phones Chatur, who has turned his back, and tells him that he will not be able to sign the deal with him because he has his pen. He asks Chatur to turn around meet his prospective business partner. Chatur is horrified and falls to his knees, accepts his defeat and continues to plead his case with Phunsukh to establish the business relationship he was after.

p.p/s: seems like this review of this movie can be my point in my public speaking..huhuhu

p.p.p/s: gambate 4 tomorrow...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

to mr anonymous...

Mystery..mystery..

Who's my prince charming?

I've been searching high and low,

just to find you, my boy..

Maybe God sent you wrong address,

or maybe you had been lost during search..

Or also maybe you had your rest during searching me..

Wherever you are, please let me know..

Or s.o.s me..

Just wanna let you know that i'm waiting 4 you..

24, 7..days n night...

My boy, fighting!!

Never lose your hope during your search..

Hugs and kisses from me is all i can give now..

x.o.x.o,
principessasya

da spice of my life

arghh!!dis week has been a tough week 4 me..gotta lot works to do...resolve the books order..incharged 4 catering 4 kulliyah interaction day (k.i.d)..n soo much more to think and it even makes me burst in tears..but thanks to all my friends who are always support n helping me..i'm alright now..i'm soo thankful to them..now, i realized the beauty of friendship...thanks friends..i owe u..onlyAllah can pay the deeds u have done on me...

u must be wondering what the things that makes me felt soo depressed??got scolded by my lecturer, makes me felt soo small..i knw dat's my mistake but, sorry is all i can give..is my mistake is soo big n not enough to ask forgiveness??i afraid dat dat lecturer will think dat i'm not capable enough to handle all sorts of things n she won't giving me any task to do again..

U knw wht?everytime i had a responsibility on me, something will happen..either i will be scolded by other person or somebody will meet me face-to-face to discuss about my mistake..i don't mind if someone want to discuss about my mistake but i'm sad if i got scolded like that n not forgiving me..even my mum will forgive me if i do anything bad with her..ooo, i really done many bad things on my mum..but, she still willingly forgive me..dis situation makes me miss my mum soo much..i wanna go home..mama, i love u..