grief mode

God is fair. He takes away what you don't need & gives you what you really need. Don't forget that.

p/s : Something terrible happen to my home. Need to accept the truth with full heart

a penny of thought

Love at first sight. What do you think about that?

Some of people didn’t believe of love at first sight because first impression is sometime deceiving. Only when we get to know him or her, then we can consider falling in love or not. Sometimes, looking a thousand times still cannot make us fall in love with him or her.

For me, sometime love at first sight does happen in life. The moment people meet each other for the first time and the time seems to stop, there is where love at first sight happen. *okay, maybe it doesn’t occur like that, or maybe it does. Who knew?* Or maybe when our eyes catch his or her glimpse and since that our love life aren’t be the same, that’s where love at first sight happen. What do you think?

p/s : Thanks to Najah Hayatina for trigger the idea. You are the best! 

mode : drama series addicted and too much caffeine.

- the pierces : secret -

letter to chair

Dear Chair,

            In the beginning, you entertained us with a friendship fueled by a mutual love for schemes and takedowns. Then, a certain champagne-doused evening, with a striptease at Chuck’s burlesque club, led to hot virginity-losing limo sex. Not even Blair’s attempt at confession could put the fire out that sparked between you two that night (twice, if I recall correctly.) Since then it’s been magnetic, electrifying, bewitching, tantalizing, scintillating and whatever other adjective you want to throw my way.

            I’m not going to lie and say these past few years have been the smoothest ride, but then again nobody ever said a great love was easy. They just said it was worth it. So what if it took you guys a few years to say those three words? What was that Chuck said during his best man speech at the end of season one? Oh yes, the importance of perseverance.

            I can’t give you up, because you two can’t give each other up. Chuck, I blubbered like a baby when you showed up at Blair’s, crying after your father’s funeral and she held your hand all through the night. When you wanted to lose yourself around the world or jump off of a building, who saved you? Blair. Against everything in her being, Blair met you at that Paris train station to stop you from running away. That was a beautiful scene.

            Blair, you two may have not been together when you didn’t get into Yale, but Chuck knew he couldn’t let you spiral with scum like Carter Baizen. He applied to Columbia without you knowing. He reminded you when you were floundering at NYU that he wasn’t Chuck Bass without Blair Waldorf. Then, there was that time he took a bullet to protect the ring he hoped to give to you one day.

            This week's ending scene - with Chuck’s overdue apology - probably sealed the deal for me. Blair, you want to love Louis, but love isn’t something that can be forced. Chuck, your apology might be too little too late, but it shows you’re growing into a better man.

            You were both too immature, conniving, and narcissistic to be together in the past. That’s why it didn’t work. But I, like so many of your viewers, know that you two are end game. So Chuck, could you please go retrieve that gorgeous Harry Winston rock and save Blair from the dullest Prince there ever was? Let’s get this show on the road kids. As Blair herself said at the end of season four: “The great loves are the crazy ones.” And you two are certifiably, undeniably and perfectly crazy... for each other.

Sincerely,

Chair fans everywhere

excrept from : http://www.tvfanatic.com/

mode : still gg fangirling

p/s : need to watch gg ep 6 a.s.a.p. 

ombak rindu

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku

Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku

Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka

Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku

Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku

Agar dia tidak kesepian

Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mata ku

Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku

Agar dia tahu ku terseksa

Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu berserah

Moga cahaya tiba nanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku…

p/s : Fall in love with this song at the moment I listen to this. Can't wait to see the movie.

p.p/s : I want to post everything this entire week. Coz I know I won't have the chance to blog when I arrive to my campus. Thanks to you, UIA's wifi. Hurm.

my new love interest

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Tadaaa...

Greek casts

Meet Cappie and Casey from Greek.

They are my new interest 

*Other than Chuck and Blair.*

They are so in love with each other no matter what.

 And Casey able to change Cappie to a better person.  

*See, love can change people to the better.*

No matter what, I cheer for this couple.

May their love remain together.

Yey!

The Princess and Her Prince Charming

mode : fangirling moment.

p/s : The final episode. How I love the way Cappie describe why should he graduate. Plus, I never thought that Cappie stands for Captain John Paul Jones. *lol*

wordless thursday.

my dear bestie

You are such a great friend.

I'm glad that I found you.

We are so different, but yet, still become best friend.

I love the moment where we sit together and share our story.

And not to forget, hanging out together.

Kinda miss those moment.

Sorry because can't spend more time with you.

But, I still miss you no matter how far I go.

Lastly,

I hope it is not to late to say :

Happy 22nd Birthday!

Have a wonderful birthday with your beloved ones.
I wish I was there with you.
*xpe2. nanti kita jmpa ek*
Hope our friendship will remain together forever.
Miss you my darl.

P/s : Sorry for procrastinate this entry. it suppose to accomplish few days ago but I'm in writer's block. 

momento's

Yesterday, I've been to my brother's school, KUSESS for Solat Hajat. I'm lucky because I'd given chances to have my dinner there. Automaticaly, I remember moments when I'm in Terendak. Eating 'Nasi Kawah', been lining up to get my foods. Go to prep and sometimes sleeping during the entire prep and may more memories that can't be describe. What I missing when I'm in school is that, i miss hanging around with my friends. I think I'm growing up and learn the facts of life during boarding school time. All the joys and sad that coming thourgh my mind when I started thinking about school's moment. The truth is, I miss my terandak's moment. No one can't replace those moment anymore. Aghh, how I miss those moment....

p/s : To all the primary and secondary students, live your moment. Don't ever complain and hate that life. Because, someday, you will reminisce all those moment no matter how hard it'd be.

Some of the unforgettable moments. Argh, I look like a nerd without spec. hehe. And those 'muncung tudung'. That's so 90's. *ingatkan trendy giler waktu tu.*

my homeroom.