mr ji hwannie

I like Kang Ji Hwan. How I know him? Currently, I'd been watching Coffee House. He looks so dashing in this story. Kinda naughty boy. I like. huhu. Sorry Alia. You need to share him with me. huhu. If you want to know more about Kang Ji Hwan, take a look on this homepage.

당신을 사랑합니다, 강지환! ( I love you, Kang Ji Hwan!)

proposal~

my heart beating so hard. hope my proposal will be accepted my madam. * finger crossed*

merely statement~

I love to surf others' blog. *big smile*

Don't be shock with this statement. It doesn't mean that I'm a stalker,okay. I just really like to surf others' blog. Why? Because, by doing that way, I can generate ideas for my own blog. hehe. So, thanks to them, I can update my own blog. It really really depressing, not to update my own blog when others can. Because I'm not a good writer and the idea will come whenever they want it. Hurm. Pity me, and you too. There's been a lot of things happen in my life, but I didn't have idea and can't put anything into word maybe. For me, it's not as easy as 1+1=2. But, when I have a lot of idea, I can post many entries. So, don't be sad if I can't post entry regularly, okay.

I might have butterflies in my stomach somehow later. Why? Because tonight I need to present my outline/ proposal research to my lecturer and class. I hate presentation! Ypu know that already. Thus, I'm a terrible presenter. Just wish that my name wasn't soo lucky tonight so that madam didn't calling my name. hahaha. *finger-crossed*

Wow, it's been raining for merely 2 days straight. Most part of my body are numb right now because of the cold environment. I didn't switch on the fan , can't barely step on the floor and the water from shower in the bathroom is icy cold. And i think I need to buy an indoor slippers (maybe a bunny ones, like Addin) and bathing by using hot water. Interesting, right? Moreover, Alhamdulillah , there's no fog exits from my mouth, or else, it become like winter time. haha. Seriously. It's been that cold. But I never experiences any winter time. So I don't know how it feel like. But, this is the only time that I can imagine that I'm in oversea country,right? Unfortunately, if during this weather in Malaysia I can't almost tolerate, how can I survive in the 4-season countries. Okay, i try to adapt with this situation. Maybe somehow, I might adapt well in other countries. I can only fantasize living in other country, but I don't know when I can make this dream become reality. People can only dream and fantasize but, it is hard to acheive it. Only determination and hardworking attitude make that dream come true. So, I need to increase my determination so that I can acheive what I want. Hope so. *again. finger-crossed*

p/s : Hope tomorrow I have the safest journey to go back home. InsyaAllah.

- No Matter ; Boyzone -

freedom~

After almost a week being depressed, tomorrow i'm going back to my village.yey!!can't wait for tomorrow.huhu

quote for today

Everything happen in life must have reasons behind it. There is no coincident in life.

~Mdm Mahani, EAW lecturer~

.ottoke?.

laughter can release stress.does it?i don't think so. cause for me, crying is the best way. right now, i really want to cry. but, i just don't. i hate it want all my feelings bottle up inside. it really tiring,you know.try to watch movie that can bring tears for me, but i don't have the mood to watch any story.what should i do know?

p/s: i need to think about any topic related to nutrition that need some research for my EAW.does anyone can help me?

a friend confession

it feels like losing a good friend. sad indeed. eventhough our friendship is not based on friendship at the first moment.blame myself about what had happen between us. sorry because i know that you had tried a lot to fix this thing. It is not also like I''m not giving chances to you, but it always end up in repeating the same result. And I really hate the result. Maybe this is the best decision that can make between us. And I hope we will still keep up this friendship eventhough the gap is keeping wider and wider. And I'm sorry to what I had done to you. Really really sorry.