ramadhan al mubarak..

hey there..it's raining outside n my eyes couldn't sleep..(couldn't or won't??huhu) it cold n i should sleep by now..because i need to wake up 4 sahur tomorrow..so, what 2 do now..blogging of course..huhu.. okay, after a few moment loitering at others pages, it seems like everybody are posting about ramadhan..but not me..ish2...so, i take this moment to reflect myself about ramadhan..

okay, first of all..

ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan al mubarak..

Seriously, why I didn't feel the eagerness of this Ramadhan??is that a bad thing?i hope not..i try to improve myself from one day to another..maybe later, i will feel the enthusiasm..InsyaAllah..

Today, our DnT Heals was launching a campaign which is called 'The Rise of Islam'..The objective of this campaign is to encourage students to practice the Islamic way in their life..the activities for this campaign are recitation of Al-Quran, performing Dhuha prayer, sadaqah, giving tazkirah. salawat n zikr and also cover your aurah..it's a good campaign you know..but, to implement it..it a little bit harder for me..seriously..okay, i can recite Al-Quran..but, not as clearly and smooth recitation like others..sometimes i feel embarrassed with myself..i'm 20 but not yet recite Al-Quran so well..but, to think about it, mybe this campaign can improved my recitation..only Allah's know best...next, about giving tazkirah...hurm, u know i'm not good in public speaking..in fact, i hate to talk in front of strangers...n i'm so afraid that my name will be enlisted to give tazkirah..what tazkirah should i give to all the people...but, looking at the bright sight, tazkirah is giving advices or as a reminder to each other...there is a proverb which is 'say even only a word'..tgus, we are encourage to say even only one word..mybe that word can change our life and other completely..so, fisya..what u waiting for..find your courage and stand up to give your tazkirah..Only Allah can repay what the good you have done..InsyaAllah..

Well, as we all know..Ramadhan can be a medium for people change from bad to good..Ramadhan can be the starter for doing all the good things and then, continuous to doing it.. For me, insyaAllah, i tried the best that i can to change myself to be a better person..started o do some of the sunat prayers..but, what i'm worried about...my behaviour..it seems like uncontrollable...as they said, our attitude reflects our prayer..oh my..i'm scared..mybe i need to improved my prayer..they said,

'when your prayer is complete, you may find calmness in life'

So, Fisya..let us together find the calmness that Allah has promises to us...Gambate!!

Conclusion is..no matter you aren't wearing tudung labuh, not from religiious school..but, you still can change yourself..Look at Addin, Trisy and Minn Edina..If they can change themselves from once a skater or rebel person to a much more better person, why can you Fisya?The determination is important...take Ramadhan as a starter for you to change..May Allah bless you...InsyaAllah..

p/s : yey..tomorrow, i'll be back home..mama, i miss you..wait for me okay..love you my dearest mum..

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