random doodle.

I just can't find myself

when I was drown into your love

You seems didn't know 

how my heart has fallen for you 

I'm starting losing my sanity

Hoping you will love me back 

or just to know I'm alive, that's enough 

My heart is hurting when you don't know me 

not even my name 

Why I just can't forget you 

just like you do mine 

It seems like remembering you is so much easier than to get rid of you in my life

But, when I start remembering you, my heart aches

It hurts even more when I want to forget you 

I just don't know what to do.. 

I know times will heals everything 

But, years after years, why the pain won't go away? 

It's torn deeper and deeper 

until I can't reach the surface 

Thus, how can I heal it? 

How much time do I need? 

5 years? 10 years? or maybe for the rest of my life? 

Frankly, deep inside my heart, I hope he is the one

Cause I'm damn tired convincing myself that he isn't