assignment oh assignment..

currently writing for my leadership assignment. title; 'leadership from my perspective'. but, now, i'm in writer block. again. (but, don't worry. I still have some idea to post in this blog.) should I write 'Being a leader = horror'. why I said that?everyone have their own past. for me, being a leader is one of the things I should avoid. *eventhough, deep in my heart and mind, I want to become a leader. for famous and respect. i know that's bad thought. huhu * Thus, I know that I'm not qualified to be a leader. That's my weakness and I acknowledged it. Plus, I hate to order people. (except for my siblings. lol.) seriously, who said that being in high position is easy and interesting? It will be easy and interesting if you have all the good qualities in order to be a leader. what are the qualities? these are some of them:

1. Fair - I don't think I fair enough to be a leader. because during my school days, I had made mistake on distributing the task given. I end up with doing the task given, alone. almost for the rest of the semester. bad leader.
2. Honest - hurm, no comment about this quality.
3. Intelligent - I'm not so intelligent. But, I still improving myself to become an intelligent person.haha
4. Inspiring - Am I inspiring? Nope, don't think so. I am just a person who need to polish her own skill in order to inspire other. and I know it will take a lot of time to become that person.

So, which one do you thinks really makes me a good leader? If you ask me, none. I will rather be a follower than to be a leader. I thinks the true leader has all the characteristics which lies in them naturally. So, they had no problem to become a leader. However, now, I slowly learn to be a leader. Not as good as other, but, better than who I am during school days. And soon, I hope I will be a good leader which fulfill all the characteristic given above, if I had to. okay. need to go back to my assignment. If only I can send this post as my assignment..hurm~

Experience are the way of learning from mistakes and discover your true benefits and weakness. That's the beauty of life.

~fisya~

p/s : I still needed another 2 pages for this assignment. Anyone who thinks they are kind and beautiful, please help me..lol..