my prince charming

i need a boy like :

1. Along (5 tahun 5 bulan)

~ engineer

2. benz alif sulaiman (aa+bb/tunas)

~also engineer, sweet, very mesmerizing, casanova first class..huhuhu

3. AO-Ashraff Omar (Versus)

~ previously was a bad boy but ultimately changed to a good boy and pious too.thanks to Minn Edina.. I wanna AO so badly..

hurm, where to find all of them in one person...thanks to Hlovate, i found my own prince charming...only find the quality that i want, not find the person..actually, i'm not searching for the guy who is engineer and casanova, but the good quality that they have..it hard to describe the qualities...you need to read those books..i guarantee that it's worth reading it...uhuh,talking about all this stuff, suddenly i remember Mr A, the guys that i found during my school time..seriously, i feel like i'm missing him..worth it or not?he didn't know i'm alive, why i should missing him badly...it's only the past...i want to start over..don't wanna think about guys anymore..guys is complicated same like i post before...but, sometimes, i really need someone to lean on...brighter my days...but, if i really want to be in relationship again, i don't think that i can deal with all this stuff again..smsing like there's no end..remember all the important dates...meeting..bla..bla..bla..it's really needs a big commitment..relationship = commitment..and i don't think i can handle it right now..when i'm ready (physically and mentally and my soul), i will be in the relationship, only God know when..